January 23, 2015


Be Courageous With Your Story

January is a big month. A new year, another birthday and another round of resolutions. Tomorrow is January 24th 2015 and there will never be another January 24th 2015, ever.

How will you write that day?

January 15, 2015

A Different Kind of Workout

“Is anyone getting changed?” he asks.

I’m in the locker room and a girl in a blue bra looks over at me. “Yes.” I say.

“Is anyone changing?”

“YES,” I say.

“Are you changing?”

“YES,” says the girl.

He’s now next to me. I’m jutting my head, thrusting my hands, stretching my eye sockets. “WHAT are you doing?”

“I asked if anyone was changing.”

“This is the women’s locker room.”

 “I work here.”

“And I said yes.”

“I didn’t hear you.”

“She said yes.”

“I didn’t hear her. What is ‘yes’ supposed to mean, anyway? Yes you’re changing, or yes I can come in?”

“You should never come in.”

“I’m here for your security.”

“And I feel so much safer.”

This is our first encounter and yet afterward, I press the elevator button and he’s on it. I buy groceries and he’s ahead paying for cigarettes. I go for coffee and he’s at table 12, sipping on a coke. I've determined that he's less of a threat and more of an idiot but I’m still spending my life looking the other way, shift directions while he holds up his phone and talks loudly so I can hear him.

You went to Ibiza? You got a raise? You have a new girlfriend? Poor girl.

It’s intolerable. I should have won this argument but I left before the apology. I want a redo. I want submission, I want to take the phone and tell the person on the other line what a jerk he is. While I consider moving to a new neighbourhood it suddenly occurs to me I know where he works, I know his favourite song, I know how long he can drink coke before using the bathroom. He only saw my shorts. Take that for privacy. Ha. I win.

July 9, 2014

A Post Filled with Love

I have to make a Caramel and Macadamia cheesecake today. I shelled out $15 for one box of Graham Crackers; I spent five minutes figuring out how to use a vanilla pod; when I eventually whip the cream cheese it will have to be by hand. I’m not at all qualified to make this cake but I made a promise. The party is tomorrow and I can’t back out now.

There will be a lot of stress. It will manifest itself first through the brown avocado I bought only this morning. Then that dog, his poop and the owner that didn’t pick it up will gnaw at my serenity. I’ll ruminate over an email that wasn’t returned for two weeks and feel hard-done by having lost all my contacts because my thoughtful husband updated my phone. A lot of aggression will be building in that kitchen. To mollify it I’m going to have to turn on Book Riot.

For the last two months I’ve been following the Book Riot podcast. It’s a girl and a guy (sometimes girl-girl) with a microphone talking about the book industry, the latest book releases, reading statistics, library programs, book expos and applications available for book buying and reading. It’s encouraging, analytical, frank and open-minded. I play it off my computer while I’m cooking and I think it’s simply awesome. I’m now enjoying books by authors I’ve never heard of before. I feel in touch with books in the same way I do when I walk into a bookstore and browse the shelves.  It soothes me.

So bring on that cheesecake and high expectations. Disregard the budget, the lost afternoon and the shredded fingernails. Remind myself this recipe can’t be my enemy; it comes from a book. Books and cake...I love you all.

April 1, 2014

The Letter

Last December Canada Post announced it was phasing out door-to-door mail delivery. Soon mail will have to be picked up at community boxes. According to Canada Post CEO, Deepak Chopra, "..seniors want the exercise and fresh air.." Welcome back to the 1800's, Canada. Next time you spend $858 million on a G20 Summit, you can use the opportunity to talk about basic services Canada can't afford.

I remember when I wrote letters. I remember when I got them. It makes me sad to think the simple joy of getting a personal letter in the mail could soon be gone, unappreciated and taken over by Amazon parcels and tax statements. But by chance, when I was in Paris last January I saw a stamp to make a wax seal-- and bought it. It's elegant, like Paris, and the wax smells like roses. Every week since then I've been eager to write letters. In fact, I get so much enjoy sealing that initial, my initial, over them I think when I'm elected Prime Minister of Canada, I'll make it mandatory. Profits from wax alone could solve the budget problem. And for days when I'm stuck looking blankly at the computer, it's certainly a great way overcome writer's block.